slackin around under the gazeb0

2005-07-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

ermmzz, a funny story..(dont slit ur wrist upon/after readin tis okeyy)

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, Cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,We'll never make another memory.
I wish i would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,You said they were,What happened?
You were a priority, Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,And hopefully you'll remember these things i've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess i've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.

kuma

2005-06-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

gdbye! tke care yea!..i found a new way to remmba all the resistance color-codes fo evry1 takin curcuit analysis...Bad Boy ROY Gave Betty Very Guuey White,,n ouh..Gosh Slimy!..Black,Brown,Red,Orange,Yellow,Green,Blue,Violet,Gray,White n Gold n Silver...hahaha..alil filthy arh hw my mind worked, bt, cum on..these r d things tht u ppl r gd at,ryt?...

so err almoz 2 weeks into poly lyf..yea, oryt ar bez jgak..bt im still yet to settle down arh..laziness is still my die-hard fan..my course ryt,IBT itself is fun..the subjects relating to it r reli interesting arh..bt wen it cums to engineering maths..haizz..curcuit analysis..haizz...mesti ade jerr party-poopers...tis is lyk wad u noe,lyk, "why did the chicken cross the road?" nye joke..basically in poly u cn find all sorts of ppl ar..of different ages..includin me,therre 4 malay guys in my class,n im the youngest..even a kadey-sized guy is oredi 18..hahaha..

one thing i realysd bout TP ppl, moz of em r stylish in d way they dress..be it in a slacker,wierd, or reli fashionable way..its oredi lyk a fashion skool..no no..fashion show..gerls wit their multiple layers of make-up on..waduhh..pergi skolah jerr sehh..bt i reli think gerls outnumber guys ar over ther..even engine skool do they cum in numbers..its a school wher "glamour is d grammar"..bt..wadahell! sayer cumer nk blaja jerr pak,bkan nk carik bini..in a way its gd larr,esp wen stress n sleepiness take their toll..

sumtyms,it crosses my mind bout wad wldve happend to me if im still in MI..hahaha..kauzz 3 years b4 i sit fo the Alevels..pressure to do well,to b accepted in a university n get degree in 3-4 years..why take d hard way wen, in IBT,ehem ehem,after gettin diploma(A CERT THTS RESPECTABLE ENUF TO GET A JOB),i cn choose to pursue masters in science in A YEAR in a unversity in england.. haha..cam real jerr muhammad adam nk dpt masters..ntah2 dpt PHD..Poly-Halfway Dropout..ataupn aleh2 next year dah kene masok NS after gettin tht so-called PHD...kauzzz..thts d last thing i want fo my 18th birthdae sak...pls do well adam,pls...\/

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2005-04-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

"sejauh manakah riwayat adam,wallahualam."
estelle evry1..here i blog,so dishonestly...tis tym wit a diff story to tell..in a sudden turnover of a man's luck, im no more a pre-U student !! was kinda over-excitement,overjoyed,over...im about to b a poly guy! TEMASEK POLY....a place where maths-passers deservedly go..kauz, its lyk shaven n d halves sak!..after gettin rejected by SP n RP, i tot,"tp,pls reject me quick"...i oredi ordered a set of millennia uniform..k lah heres d list of things ive dne; cut my hair, sang national anthem n recite d pledge,sang d skool song, tucked in my shirt, made sum frens n even went to d library to borrow a couple of books on economics! sumtin(goin to d library or read books) i rarely/never do in the full-of-life-no-life life of mine!..after all tht then i got a gift frm TP...

of all these things, wad i regretted doin moz was cuttin my hair.."poly per beb?..poly ar beh.."....eventhou i got "intelligent bulding technology" (a course tht neva crossed my mind), im still happy...rejecting TP wld b lyk wen a hottest-chic in town wants u n u reject her... it wld b lyk d moz illogical thing to do...n yeah anotha 3 years in d same skool as my homey addafiq..frm primary skool to secondary to poly....wads nex fiq,wads nex?...if NS same bunk ryt..i will report to d police..luckily ure nt a gerl fiq..if u r, i'd sae,"stop lookin fo guys, lets get married "....nampaksah jodoh kan....skali btol eh jodoh, maner tahu satu hari nanti kiter jadi gay..atau ko give up bein a man ker.....ee sialah!..."wad we hv is special!!!!"

bt wadeva it is,i still miss my former skool..i dont tink i cn get d joes n d saifuddins n d brandons in d same class as me anymore man.."wad they had were special!!"...sai is in RP man..dats the only downer.if only hes in TP...my god..haha...bt i still hv joe...d 1/3 of d stupid trio...wakaka.i luv u guys.."poly per beb?..poly ar beh.."..bt seriously man, i tink its a fine tym fo TP to accept me man..if it were 2 or 3 weeks frm nw then mayb,juz mayb, wldve been a diff story sak..by the tym i oredy settled down, bonded wit sum ppl ther..kauz d feelin wld sure b sucky to leave d skool sia if tht happens..at least nw,i ws still lyk standin on d fence n still unsettled. so yea, m reli lucky...i guess i surprised a number of ppl wen i stepped into d class on monday wearin carik-gaduh-dgn-discipline master nye clothings tellin them im withdrawin..coz juz few daes ago i told em my chance fo poly is receding,even thinner then our history teacher's hairline..k ar till then..Nice Guys Finish Last

as

2005-04-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

is tis thing workin?..
alooooooooooooooooooooo...im back bloggin..afta a long break!..why?..cz im in MI...hahaha.usually kan kalo tym2 sedey atau binget kiter put it down pat blog..so yea! here i m fo nt gettin a place in poly..."why not?" wonders u. coz,u noe, biaser lah..kasi peher nk kelengkang..i put dwn courses tht im nt qualified in all my 11 other choices..n, fo d second tym runnin, got my last choice yet again..u noe,tamp sec was my last choice....k,so, wads nex?...i think i hv to put wad i fancy last d nex tym...so d nex tym u ur name firz on my list, u noe i hate u...n wen d heaven m i goin 2 let my hair grows without any shitty preventions...guns n roses btol..botol..d nex tym i cld lyk let em grow, im oredi bound fo anotha bummer..NS..yg lebih kurangHajar..tk kasi ade rambut pon...bende2 cam gini ar yg boleh buat aku jadi gangster...

k larr..mayb i shld juz keep d lipz tite ar...its lik goodenuff im posted to a skool..d nex challenge is to try n settle down...peepz ther r quite cool,quite fun, bt im still unsure whether they r in d same league as me...im nt picky, but u jz gon need sum ppl to get along wit, to b able to stand each otha 4 d nex 3 years...arggh, who reli cares aniwae, juz goin to b ther to fill up sum knowledge...tk kesah arh..janji Alevel straight distinctions ar.ahaha..if tht reli happens, im gon dance macarena wit sherman..k ar.TILL THEN arh..rest my case fo nw....givin up givin a fuck.